It is effortlessly quiet this afternoon: the barest of breezes is blowing, a few birds are chirping and in the distance i can hear the revving of a motorcycle. I have not quite started baking inside my little abode yet, thank goodness today seems to be slightly overcast. A dreary winter, full of darkness finally ends and i get excited for a respite from the sun. Go figure.
Today started off fine enough, but has given way to a jumble of mixed emotions. Does anyone ever know what they want to do? And, how do they know how to go about doing it? I'm unable to wrap my head around how to make it work for me. I'm perfectly content to return to what i was doing. I'm good at it, it's never boring, and although it sucks my will to live at times, I am looking forward to doing something fulfilling again. Being completely underutilized and unproductive for the last year has at least given me an idea of what i don't want to do. And isn't that half the battle?
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